Has Life taught its lessons? It is very sad that it has not. I believe it is the genuine lack of seriousness in most things that i do that has a say on how I fare in life. But even then I am only a twenty something aren't our lot supposed to learn from making our own mistakes and then mending ourselves accordingly?
My father for one has a very simple answer he quotes one of his favourite quotes,"Experience is a very good teacher but she sends in terrible bills". So as he puts it there is no problem in his mind with letting me commit my own mistakes and learning from them as long as I remember there is only that much we can learn from experiences without getting suitably brushed bruised and even battered from the fall-out of the said mistakes.
I have learnt very little from the life thus far lived but the problem is that there is a genuine lack of willingness to inculcate new things in me even though the need to do so far exceeds the norm for most. I have thus far have realized the multitude of problems I now face have been due to compromises that I had taken for granted for so long. My dream was to be a free-spirit, I stifled that dream and converted myself into a brooding owl quite a while back...thus I continue to brood on....So many mistakes shall I have to make to make to make anything in my life
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